It sucks how I'm still failing on the things that I've been doing for more than a few months.
I've been living on mediocrity, and nothing has gotten better, nothing has been under my control.
If I can't even do the small things the right way, how will I be able to keep up on much larger things?
I can barely hold on.
If I can, I'll let myself out the first chance I get. Maybe this will make things better finally. There will definitely be no additional failures from me.
