Here goes verses I thought of during one my worst days. Here's another thought though: Why do we call the "end" as the "judgement time" when most of our time in this world are used on judging our fellow inhabitants?
I sometimes wish I was dead
People only think of the good things
What good things were said
And not the bad that I did
I sometimes wish I was dead
Life was a race, and definitely a waste
'Cause I ain't the one who led
For I don't got the haste
I sometimes wish I was dead
'Cause it's hard to leave my past mistakes
Of such tragedies, I was always reminded
Like a bootleg recording with lots of takes
I sometimes wish I was dead
For they say I couldn't change my attitude
No matter how I try to bend
I still seem to be up to no good
Will my wish ever be real
Can I be hopeful instead, and not just wishful
I don't really know what else to feel
I don't have much more to say, I'm a fool
Maybe I shouldn't even rush it
We'd all be going, at present day's rate
I just hope when my time's been hit
I'd take with me all your disgust, anger and hate
